let it will be

halla,
I am now on page 120 of CAKe. I think I've gotten over most of the difficult stuff, most of the reason why I haven't been writing often is... well... lack of interest. But don't worry, I have some big plans. Plans that will shake even the main point of the book (which is, by the way, rape). I have now come to my senses about what REALLY happened, and I'm ready to tell the truth. Also, there is so many cracks in the book's story it's not even funny. I have to fill them in one of these days.
In my love life, my partner and I are over. He just reminds me of this guy that I don't like and have a damn good reason to. I just hope he understands. I'm just not ready for a romantic relationship with some who closley resembles that guy. I really would like to remain best friends with him though.
in other news, my relationship with my parents has grown stronger. I'm just beginning to tell them things in my life and now thy understand me more and things aren't so rough between us. I'm glad.
i'm still not over the hottie who broke my heart.
but i'm way past that ass merritt who broke up with me on his birthday! what an asshole!
well, that's all for now. live well.

-tony