11.28.2007
don't know what to title this one
hey,
Ahhh.... let's see. Hotel is well under production. I have a little over 100 pages completed and it looks like I will meet the January 2008 deadline on time. UUUmmmmmmm.... I had an interview last night at the Hudson Flower Shop. They really seemed to love me. I think I will get it. GSA is tonight and I made myself and the Vice President a pretty binder for all of our stuff. I'm filming this movie for class where I have to dress up as Britney Spears and I'm getting mad because I have to do like the same scene 5 times cause the camera person keeps laughing. I was ready to tape her fucking mouth shut. Anyway... the box art for To Whom It May Concern is finally complete. Now if my friend would only convert it to DVD.....
11.20.2007
what i am thankful for
hey,
Yesterday I brought what I had done of Hotel and, well, people are really immature. I don't think anyone took my pages seriously. Okay, I didn't expect them to keep a straight face while they were reading my "Letter to a Porn Star," but really.... GROW UP! I don't know why people are so shocked, you know? "Oh my god, a penis! Oh my god, boobs!" people say I was just asking for it, but they're wrong. Anyway, Thanksgiving is coming up so I figure it's best to list what I'm thankful for: (1) life (2) a family (3) great friends (4) school (5) love (6) boys (7) thoughts (8) food, especially gluten-free (9) earth (10) this blog... I'd probably die of stress without it. It's nice to be able to vent.
♥ tony
Yesterday I brought what I had done of Hotel and, well, people are really immature. I don't think anyone took my pages seriously. Okay, I didn't expect them to keep a straight face while they were reading my "Letter to a Porn Star," but really.... GROW UP! I don't know why people are so shocked, you know? "Oh my god, a penis! Oh my god, boobs!" people say I was just asking for it, but they're wrong. Anyway, Thanksgiving is coming up so I figure it's best to list what I'm thankful for: (1) life (2) a family (3) great friends (4) school (5) love (6) boys (7) thoughts (8) food, especially gluten-free (9) earth (10) this blog... I'd probably die of stress without it. It's nice to be able to vent.
♥ tony
11.19.2007
sad day
hey,
Well, this morning in study hall everyone is talking about this sophomore at our school that died. Apparently he was driving with his dad, who was drunk, and they got in a crash. The boy died, the dad lived. It's sad. I mean, I didn't know him at all, but it's just so terrible when someone so young dies. Their life was too short. I doubt anyone connected to this crash will read this blog, but my thoughts are with you. On a lighter note, over the weekend I worked my butt off on Hotel and the release is looking closer and closer. Sorry, I'm still caught up in the tragedy. I just feel so selfish that I keep blogging about me and my life and my problems when other people out there are dead. That's just the price I have to pay for being so shallow sometimes.
♥ tony
Well, this morning in study hall everyone is talking about this sophomore at our school that died. Apparently he was driving with his dad, who was drunk, and they got in a crash. The boy died, the dad lived. It's sad. I mean, I didn't know him at all, but it's just so terrible when someone so young dies. Their life was too short. I doubt anyone connected to this crash will read this blog, but my thoughts are with you. On a lighter note, over the weekend I worked my butt off on Hotel and the release is looking closer and closer. Sorry, I'm still caught up in the tragedy. I just feel so selfish that I keep blogging about me and my life and my problems when other people out there are dead. That's just the price I have to pay for being so shallow sometimes.
♥ tony
11.15.2007
relying on others
hey,
Well, I'm sitting here in my school's library pretending to work, but I'm really writing. I really wish Ashley would hurry up with my movie. I know it's just a lame movie, but it means everything to me. And I wish Grace would give me back Circles so I can scan a copy over in it's section. (I'm tired of it saying, "image coming soon"). That's why I wish I wouldn't have to rely on others... you never know if they'll follow through or not. When they do, you're happy. When they don't, you're pissed. But... that's life I guess. And nothing can go the way I want it to. I still need to learn that.
♥ tony
Well, I'm sitting here in my school's library pretending to work, but I'm really writing. I really wish Ashley would hurry up with my movie. I know it's just a lame movie, but it means everything to me. And I wish Grace would give me back Circles so I can scan a copy over in it's section. (I'm tired of it saying, "image coming soon"). That's why I wish I wouldn't have to rely on others... you never know if they'll follow through or not. When they do, you're happy. When they don't, you're pissed. But... that's life I guess. And nothing can go the way I want it to. I still need to learn that.
♥ tony
11.13.2007
i had a dream last night
hey,
Last night I had a dream that was... well, weird. I dreamt about Randall and me together. And it's like... everytime I think about Randall I just get this fuzzy feeling. A comforting one. One that I wish would happen more often. Even though we never dated, I knew him. I guess I was his friend. I first started talking to him in January 2006. Then in June 2006, I finally met him and that ended up being sexual. Very sexual. It was only once, but it was nice, for me at least. About a month or so later, I told him I might be falling for him. He was sort of like "whatever." It just really hurt me; and it still does today. And the fact that Brandon is dating him just makes it even more forbidden. My two ex-lovers are dating each other. Well, on a mature note, I hope they're happy. I mean it. It's time I stat being selfless. And then there's David. He's in my study hall. He talks to me sometimes, I want to get to know him more, but I always chicken out at the last moment. I don't even know if he's gay/bi. I just don't want him to be straight and then I hit on him or something. Stress. But in happier news, Labyrinth is finally finished. YAY! I sort of abandoned it for a month because I didn't know what I wanted to do with it. But I did it and it turned out well. I'll post the cover and some pages tomorrow.
♥ tony
Last night I had a dream that was... well, weird. I dreamt about Randall and me together. And it's like... everytime I think about Randall I just get this fuzzy feeling. A comforting one. One that I wish would happen more often. Even though we never dated, I knew him. I guess I was his friend. I first started talking to him in January 2006. Then in June 2006, I finally met him and that ended up being sexual. Very sexual. It was only once, but it was nice, for me at least. About a month or so later, I told him I might be falling for him. He was sort of like "whatever." It just really hurt me; and it still does today. And the fact that Brandon is dating him just makes it even more forbidden. My two ex-lovers are dating each other. Well, on a mature note, I hope they're happy. I mean it. It's time I stat being selfless. And then there's David. He's in my study hall. He talks to me sometimes, I want to get to know him more, but I always chicken out at the last moment. I don't even know if he's gay/bi. I just don't want him to be straight and then I hit on him or something. Stress. But in happier news, Labyrinth is finally finished. YAY! I sort of abandoned it for a month because I didn't know what I wanted to do with it. But I did it and it turned out well. I'll post the cover and some pages tomorrow.
♥ tony
11.10.2007
alyssa is a hot mama
hey,
Just a shout out to my bff Alyssa. I love you! You're a hot mama. Two girls and a cup.
♥ tony
Just a shout out to my bff Alyssa. I love you! You're a hot mama. Two girls and a cup.
♥ tony
11.08.2007
oh the sweetness of an update
hey,
Well, I got a card from Target yesterday basically saying "fuck you we don't want you to work here" but whatever I don't care. I'm looking into this new one now. It's at a flower shop downtown. I know, I know, totally gay, but it's an option. Anyway, the release of To Whom It May Concern is looking very very well, better than I expected, thanks to Ashley. But I'm still having major debates with the cover art and design concept of the packaging, but it should be finished and ready to go by the end of the year... maybe mid-December. Also, the release of Merrick and Labyrinth have been simply listed as 2008 until further notice. Between school and my life and everything else, I've been really jamming things latley. I'm thinking of a short (maybe a week or two) break from everything. A few weeks ago, I finished the first page of Hotel. It's really different. I was partly inspired by (gag me) Dirty Blonde: The Diaries of Courtney Love. I know people hate her because she supposedly killed Kurt Cobain, but I don't like her because she said Madonna was a "weak artist," and it's like okay, I guess you're hot shit. But her book was really artistic and helpful as a visual journal. I guess that's it for now.
♥ tony
Well, I got a card from Target yesterday basically saying "fuck you we don't want you to work here" but whatever I don't care. I'm looking into this new one now. It's at a flower shop downtown. I know, I know, totally gay, but it's an option. Anyway, the release of To Whom It May Concern is looking very very well, better than I expected, thanks to Ashley. But I'm still having major debates with the cover art and design concept of the packaging, but it should be finished and ready to go by the end of the year... maybe mid-December. Also, the release of Merrick and Labyrinth have been simply listed as 2008 until further notice. Between school and my life and everything else, I've been really jamming things latley. I'm thinking of a short (maybe a week or two) break from everything. A few weeks ago, I finished the first page of Hotel. It's really different. I was partly inspired by (gag me) Dirty Blonde: The Diaries of Courtney Love. I know people hate her because she supposedly killed Kurt Cobain, but I don't like her because she said Madonna was a "weak artist," and it's like okay, I guess you're hot shit. But her book was really artistic and helpful as a visual journal. I guess that's it for now.
♥ tony
11.06.2007
happy 50th posting
hey,
Well, over the weekend, I finally came across my (get this) emergency back up copy of To Whom It May Concern. I know. How could I foget? Then yesterday I gave it to my friend to convert it to DVD. So hopefully I will get it by the end of the week or maybe the beginning of next week. After that, I will clean it up a little on iMovie and then plan on releasing it in December. So, yeah... life is pretty much good. I'm pissed because I finally found out that Madonna's new album won't be out until the beginning of 2008. GGGGGoooooooooddddddd!!!!!!!!!! Reports say she will be taking photos for the album after the holiday season. But whatever. As long as it actually releases *cough cough Reinvention Tour Live from Lisbon DVD*. Whoops, was that me?
♥ tony
Well, over the weekend, I finally came across my (get this) emergency back up copy of To Whom It May Concern. I know. How could I foget? Then yesterday I gave it to my friend to convert it to DVD. So hopefully I will get it by the end of the week or maybe the beginning of next week. After that, I will clean it up a little on iMovie and then plan on releasing it in December. So, yeah... life is pretty much good. I'm pissed because I finally found out that Madonna's new album won't be out until the beginning of 2008. GGGGGoooooooooddddddd!!!!!!!!!! Reports say she will be taking photos for the album after the holiday season. But whatever. As long as it actually releases *cough cough Reinvention Tour Live from Lisbon DVD*. Whoops, was that me?
♥ tony
11.02.2007
target interview
hey,
Well, yesterday after school I had my very first job interview at Target. All in all, I think it was okay. The guy interviewing me was fricking gorgeous, so I became a little distracted at some points. I mean, I expected it to be some middle age bald, yet hairy obese man. But instead I got a Greek god. But I have my second interview tonight after school. That's how Target works. You get one interview with a regular Target Team Member. The second one is with someone higher ranking. The third and last interview basically means you get the job. Tonight, the second interview is with a girl, so I hopefully don't have to worry about distractions... unless her boobs are hanging out. Hahaha.
♥ tony
Well, yesterday after school I had my very first job interview at Target. All in all, I think it was okay. The guy interviewing me was fricking gorgeous, so I became a little distracted at some points. I mean, I expected it to be some middle age bald, yet hairy obese man. But instead I got a Greek god. But I have my second interview tonight after school. That's how Target works. You get one interview with a regular Target Team Member. The second one is with someone higher ranking. The third and last interview basically means you get the job. Tonight, the second interview is with a girl, so I hopefully don't have to worry about distractions... unless her boobs are hanging out. Hahaha.
♥ tony
11.01.2007
x-static blog shut down
hey,
Well, I've decided to shut down my other blog http://www.tonyxstaticprocess.blogspot.com/ becuse, well, it's kind of pointless. So I'm just posting the pretty pages from the book in this passage because I'd hate to permenatly delete them. Anyway, I have a job interview at Target today at 4:00pm. I'm really anxious. It's cool, because today when I was styling my hair, I did something different by accident and it looks much better, not as oily or gross; very natural and whispy... okay, that was weird. Well, anyway, like I said, here are the pages. Click to enlarge.
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