i had a dream last night

hey,
Last night I had a dream that was... well, weird. I dreamt about Randall and me together. And it's like... everytime I think about Randall I just get this fuzzy feeling. A comforting one. One that I wish would happen more often. Even though we never dated, I knew him. I guess I was his friend. I first started talking to him in January 2006. Then in June 2006, I finally met him and that ended up being sexual. Very sexual. It was only once, but it was nice, for me at least. About a month or so later, I told him I might be falling for him. He was sort of like "whatever." It just really hurt me; and it still does today. And the fact that Brandon is dating him just makes it even more forbidden. My two ex-lovers are dating each other. Well, on a mature note, I hope they're happy. I mean it. It's time I stat being selfless. And then there's David. He's in my study hall. He talks to me sometimes, I want to get to know him more, but I always chicken out at the last moment. I don't even know if he's gay/bi. I just don't want him to be straight and then I hit on him or something. Stress. But in happier news, Labyrinth is finally finished. YAY! I sort of abandoned it for a month because I didn't know what I wanted to do with it. But I did it and it turned out well. I'll post the cover and some pages tomorrow.
♥ tony