at the library

hey,
So tonight I'm staying after school until 10:00pm tonight to take pictures of a choir concert for yearbook. All I have is a damn granola bar. So I'm sitting here doing completely nothing. I'll probably do homework. Mr. Lund gave me a cigar box today in study hall. I don't think I'm going to do what he suggested and take my books and somehow bind them in there, although a great idea, but I was thinking I could put the writings from Merrick in there and maybe some other objects Merrick "found" along his path. I think that would be pretty awesome. Hotel is going as awesome as ever. exactly 200 pages are done and I'm still not completely finished. I have a bitch of a stomach ache right now and I have to hold in my farts so I have to elevate my pelvis weird, hoping my stomach won't make a sound. I wish I had food.
♥ tony

alone in study hall

hey,

Emily isn't here today... no one to talk to. David isn't here... no one to drool over, so I'm pretty much here alone. I finally got Circles back from Grace last night. I'll post the cover below. You can expect to see the cover of Hotel very soon, as it is progressing along so very nicely. I think I'm like on page 180 or something and I still have at least 10 more pages to go... maybe it will be over 200 pages... that would be awesome. I'll work on it a lot over winter break, which starts in a week. I still haven't shaved my beard... maybe I'll just take a picture of my face next week and you can see how it looks. I have to do a live broadcast for broadcasting arts today, so I'm a little nervous, but I've done one before and it's not that bad. I just read some announcments from a paper and interview someone. I'm planning on asking them, "Have you ever had a total eclipse of the heart?" Yeah, it should be fun. I'm trying to change my MySpace layout but I don't know if you can do it through the school proxy cause it's acting quite strange. But anyway, here's the Circles cover:

drowned world

hey,

About a week ago I finally made the cover for Drowned World. And I am in study hall and David looks sad. He's apparently going to Sadie Hawkins with this one girl. I just don't know anymore. I'm tired of men. Anyway, here's the cover of Drowned World:

freight train hitting every square inch of my body

hey,
So last night I get home and look throught the mail, and I see a Christmas card from the Sinclair family. If you read my journals, you would know that is Josh's family. I might've mentioned him in a past post, but I can't remember. So anyway, enclosed is a picture of Josh and his siblings... plus Josh's son! I looked at it for 5 minutes and I was like... "what?" I can already tell that today will be a difficult one. GSA is tonight. Maybe I won't be as rowdy. Here are the pics:

help me

hey,
So I'm stuck in Yearbook, I have 3 stories (plus photos and photo captions) due on Friday, and I have pretty much nothing. The layouts aren't updated to the current template, so the page designers need to get on their shit... and FAST. But anyway, Hotel just keeps growing and growing. Currently 174 pages are made, and at least 180 are planned. I should start making measurments and cutting wood for the Drowned World set. I made the cover bored last weekend and it looks so raw and amazing. It's a mixture of a light blue and brown with the words "Drowned World" written in stencil. So, yeah... nothing else seems to be really new that is worth writing, so I'll keep you posted.
♥ tony

i love my stubble

hey,
So I'm sitting here in study hall, trying not to be bored. I've been feeling really... different lately. It's like, I look back on certain things I enjoyed doing a month ago and I'm just like, I'm never doing that again. Like I'm growing. Who knows, maybe I am. It's long overdue. Even with my wardrobe, on Saturday I bought this shirt that I never would dare have bought because it's so bold I guess, and I bought it and I am wearing it as I type now. Anyways, I haven't shaved in a week and I am in love with my stubble. It may be uneven, but I like it, and so does everyone else. I like the new bold me, if that's the direction I'm going in.
♥ tony

nothing new

hey,
I'm in 2nd hour right now doing a project on prostitutes with Duaha. Fun fun fun. Everything about prostitutes is blocked, but we use a proxy. Can't find anything either way. I have a new idea for a book too, I'll keep you posted.
♥ tony

snowing outside

hey,
Well, yesterday I showed one of my teachers Hotel and he cried and told me how amazing it was and how amazing I was and, well... it was nice to know someone appreciates my work. You know who you are, and I thank you.
♥ tony

***************SOMETIME LATER********************

Wow, I forgot to actually talk about the title of this post. Yeah, it's snowing outside... durr.