halla,
I am now on page 120 of CAKe. I think I've gotten over most of the difficult stuff, most of the reason why I haven't been writing often is... well... lack of interest. But don't worry, I have some big plans. Plans that will shake even the main point of the book (which is, by the way, rape). I have now come to my senses about what REALLY happened, and I'm ready to tell the truth. Also, there is so many cracks in the book's story it's not even funny. I have to fill them in one of these days.
In my love life, my partner and I are over. He just reminds me of this guy that I don't like and have a damn good reason to. I just hope he understands. I'm just not ready for a romantic relationship with some who closley resembles that guy. I really would like to remain best friends with him though.
in other news, my relationship with my parents has grown stronger. I'm just beginning to tell them things in my life and now thy understand me more and things aren't so rough between us. I'm glad.
i'm still not over the hottie who broke my heart.
but i'm way past that ass merritt who broke up with me on his birthday! what an asshole!
well, that's all for now. live well.
-tony
1.31.2006
1.26.2006
love?
Hello,
ahhh... a lot has been happening in my life latley. I'm going out with a new guy, but I'm still not over the other one. I don't mean to be mean, but I think it's a mistake. We already kissed though, so I guess it's working out. I just need some more time to get over it. Also, I just got the new Madonna CD and it is KICK ASS! I love "Hung Up". I have the perfect stripper routine for it. I really want to present a "less graphic" routine for the GSA (gay straight alliance), but it's still pending. Can't wait! Well, I guess that's it in my life. Live well.
-tony
ahhh... a lot has been happening in my life latley. I'm going out with a new guy, but I'm still not over the other one. I don't mean to be mean, but I think it's a mistake. We already kissed though, so I guess it's working out. I just need some more time to get over it. Also, I just got the new Madonna CD and it is KICK ASS! I love "Hung Up". I have the perfect stripper routine for it. I really want to present a "less graphic" routine for the GSA (gay straight alliance), but it's still pending. Can't wait! Well, I guess that's it in my life. Live well.
-tony
1.18.2006
finals
Hey,
Right now I'm at school. All day today, along with tomorrow and Friday, we are taking finals. Sounds fun, huh? Actually it's not that bad if you know your stuff, like me. Well, gotta get back to History class. Live well.
-tony
Right now I'm at school. All day today, along with tomorrow and Friday, we are taking finals. Sounds fun, huh? Actually it's not that bad if you know your stuff, like me. Well, gotta get back to History class. Live well.
-tony
1.16.2006
pizza hut / best saturday ever
Hello,
Oh... my... fucking... GOD! I had the best time of my life on Friday at my friend's birthday party. It turns out we went to Pizza Hut and had pizza (DUR!) and drinks. We also put weird spices in each others drinks lol. Then it came time to eat the cake; Pizza Hut doesnt have any plates. So, we just dug our forks in and ate. I myself only had one bite. Then it got really violent when people started flinging the cake at each other. It was all over the floor. Then my friend started coming her hair with her fork like Ariel in The Little Mermaid. My cheeks hurt so much after that happend (FYI, it was a used fork, gross). Then it just so happens that the room we're in has pictures of Disney characters, and sure enough, there's Ariel with a damn fork in her hand. I pointed it out to my friend who was still combing her hair, and she just about stabbed herself in the face because she was laughing so hard. When we had to leave Pizza Hut and the employee people came in to clean up our mess, I felt so bad. But, my God, they work at Pizza Hut; like they have a life anyways (no offense). Then the fun quickly ended as we walked to the movie theatre to see Fun With Dick and Jane. Honestly, that is the worst movie I have ever seen. I seriously wanted to walk out of the theatre within 10 minutes after the movie started. Horrible. That's the only word to describe it. Horrible. Then the next day, Saturday, I went shopping. WooHoo!!! I got two really sweet shirts at American Eagle. I was shocked at how much they costed. One was $3.95 and the other was $6.95. Can you say 'deal'? I can. So I bought those and a nice pair of brown distressed cords that I have wanted forever. Then I went to Sam Goody and bought Underworld because I can't wait to see the sequel on Friday. I still had to see the first one, that's why I bought it. Then I bought a Madonna CD. Yep, you can say I got it pretty good. My life rocks. I don't need a lover to complete, but it still would be nice to have one. Well, take time time today to recognize Martin Luther King, Jr. He really did a lot for history. He was a true American hero. Live well.
-tony
Oh... my... fucking... GOD! I had the best time of my life on Friday at my friend's birthday party. It turns out we went to Pizza Hut and had pizza (DUR!) and drinks. We also put weird spices in each others drinks lol. Then it came time to eat the cake; Pizza Hut doesnt have any plates. So, we just dug our forks in and ate. I myself only had one bite. Then it got really violent when people started flinging the cake at each other. It was all over the floor. Then my friend started coming her hair with her fork like Ariel in The Little Mermaid. My cheeks hurt so much after that happend (FYI, it was a used fork, gross). Then it just so happens that the room we're in has pictures of Disney characters, and sure enough, there's Ariel with a damn fork in her hand. I pointed it out to my friend who was still combing her hair, and she just about stabbed herself in the face because she was laughing so hard. When we had to leave Pizza Hut and the employee people came in to clean up our mess, I felt so bad. But, my God, they work at Pizza Hut; like they have a life anyways (no offense). Then the fun quickly ended as we walked to the movie theatre to see Fun With Dick and Jane. Honestly, that is the worst movie I have ever seen. I seriously wanted to walk out of the theatre within 10 minutes after the movie started. Horrible. That's the only word to describe it. Horrible. Then the next day, Saturday, I went shopping. WooHoo!!! I got two really sweet shirts at American Eagle. I was shocked at how much they costed. One was $3.95 and the other was $6.95. Can you say 'deal'? I can. So I bought those and a nice pair of brown distressed cords that I have wanted forever. Then I went to Sam Goody and bought Underworld because I can't wait to see the sequel on Friday. I still had to see the first one, that's why I bought it. Then I bought a Madonna CD. Yep, you can say I got it pretty good. My life rocks. I don't need a lover to complete, but it still would be nice to have one. Well, take time time today to recognize Martin Luther King, Jr. He really did a lot for history. He was a true American hero. Live well.
-tony
1.13.2006
cake update
Readers,
Those of you expecting and waiting for the book Cake will be happy to know that my writer's block has finally lifted. I have a very great idea for the middle of the book and, as I said in previous posts, I have the ending all figured out in my head. I also told an English teacher at my school about Cake. She seemed very impressed and interested. You should've seen the look on her face when I told her it was over 100 pages and still growing. I really do hope to get it publish someday... but it does need a lot of editing and stuff. But before all that I would like to get the book actually finished (Hahaha). Live well.
-tony
Those of you expecting and waiting for the book Cake will be happy to know that my writer's block has finally lifted. I have a very great idea for the middle of the book and, as I said in previous posts, I have the ending all figured out in my head. I also told an English teacher at my school about Cake. She seemed very impressed and interested. You should've seen the look on her face when I told her it was over 100 pages and still growing. I really do hope to get it publish someday... but it does need a lot of editing and stuff. But before all that I would like to get the book actually finished (Hahaha). Live well.
-tony
friday the 13th
Halla readers,
Oh my... it's Friday the 13th... scary. Just kidding. Today also happens to be one of my best buds birthdays. Happy 15th birthday Cass! I'm not very superstitious, so I don't think I have to worry. But I do have some lucky numbers: 7, 17, 18. Just don't ask why. Well, that's all I really have to say about Friday the 13th. Just stay away from ladders and black cats and you'll be fine. LOL.
-tony
Oh my... it's Friday the 13th... scary. Just kidding. Today also happens to be one of my best buds birthdays. Happy 15th birthday Cass! I'm not very superstitious, so I don't think I have to worry. But I do have some lucky numbers: 7, 17, 18. Just don't ask why. Well, that's all I really have to say about Friday the 13th. Just stay away from ladders and black cats and you'll be fine. LOL.
-tony
1.12.2006
problems
hi,
Uhhhhh.... I'm so tired of this.So, remember about my hottie being unfaithful at the movies? Well, now his ex-from-a long-time-ago is giving me a bunch of shit. If I had a gun, I would use it... on myself. I feel so terrible. Also because I've been spreading around the school that Brandon's ex (I'll call him Guy) was responsible for the break up. I tried telling Guy that I'm sorry, but I don't know if he listens or if he just hates my guts so much that he thinks I'm invisible. I hope it gets better, because life is to short to make enemies.
-tony
Uhhhhh.... I'm so tired of this.So, remember about my hottie being unfaithful at the movies? Well, now his ex-from-a long-time-ago is giving me a bunch of shit. If I had a gun, I would use it... on myself. I feel so terrible. Also because I've been spreading around the school that Brandon's ex (I'll call him Guy) was responsible for the break up. I tried telling Guy that I'm sorry, but I don't know if he listens or if he just hates my guts so much that he thinks I'm invisible. I hope it gets better, because life is to short to make enemies.
-tony
lacey is hyper!
Hey,
My friend Lacey is having an orgasm because Warped Tour 2006 keeps getting better and better.
Hey this is Lacey. Yeah, thats right, i stole the keyboard from you Tony. Isnt it fun watching the letters pop out of no where? Thehehehehehehe. LOL. I cant wait to see NoFx on warped. yay. tony advertise my myspace http://www.myspace.com/laceylh
kay peeps go to that its pimp. ummm...lol tony keep this on here. hi everyone. gotta get back to history class. Tony i heart you <3.
kay
byebye<3
=^.^= mew
My friend Lacey is having an orgasm because Warped Tour 2006 keeps getting better and better.
Hey this is Lacey. Yeah, thats right, i stole the keyboard from you Tony. Isnt it fun watching the letters pop out of no where? Thehehehehehehe. LOL. I cant wait to see NoFx on warped. yay. tony advertise my myspace http://www.myspace.com/laceylh
kay peeps go to that its pimp. ummm...lol tony keep this on here. hi everyone. gotta get back to history class. Tony i heart you <3.
kay
byebye<3
=^.^= mew
1.11.2006
band-aid covered heart
Hey,
After the break up, I'm not completley broken, but just a little scarred. I'm glad that me and my ex can be friends and still hang out. But I still have feelings for my ex, I just don't know if they still like me. I hope they do sooner or later, because after all people do change.
-tony
After the break up, I'm not completley broken, but just a little scarred. I'm glad that me and my ex can be friends and still hang out. But I still have feelings for my ex, I just don't know if they still like me. I hope they do sooner or later, because after all people do change.
-tony
1.10.2006
broken heart
hey,
Bad news. Not about Cake, but about my love life. My lover broke up with me. Only because he was making out with his ex in the back of a car, but I'm ok. I should've seen it coming. But we're still friends. Well, wish me good luck in the future.
-tony
Bad news. Not about Cake, but about my love life. My lover broke up with me. Only because he was making out with his ex in the back of a car, but I'm ok. I should've seen it coming. But we're still friends. Well, wish me good luck in the future.
-tony
1.09.2006
fragile relationship...
readers,
hmmmm... I seriously hate to say this, but I think my relationship with my hottie is a little fragile. But I hope to death that it gets better. I really do. No one know's what my lover means to me. Anyways, that's a little piece of the worst part in my life. I should've known though. Nothing can be happy forever, if it does end. Because along with the sweets, come the sours.
-tony
hmmmm... I seriously hate to say this, but I think my relationship with my hottie is a little fragile. But I hope to death that it gets better. I really do. No one know's what my lover means to me. Anyways, that's a little piece of the worst part in my life. I should've known though. Nothing can be happy forever, if it does end. Because along with the sweets, come the sours.
-tony
1.06.2006
cake's temporary dead end
hullo,
sad sad sad news... Cake I guess is at a dead end... *tear*. But don't worry, it's not for long. I just need to figure a lot of things out. I'm planning on adding at least 5 new characters, I just have to plan out how I'm going to meet them. I already have their personalities picked out and everything. Long story short, they're my friends. I mean I have a plan on how we're going to meet, I just need to plan it out further. I'll keep you posted on the progress. ttyl
-tony
sad sad sad news... Cake I guess is at a dead end... *tear*. But don't worry, it's not for long. I just need to figure a lot of things out. I'm planning on adding at least 5 new characters, I just have to plan out how I'm going to meet them. I already have their personalities picked out and everything. Long story short, they're my friends. I mean I have a plan on how we're going to meet, I just need to plan it out further. I'll keep you posted on the progress. ttyl
-tony
1.05.2006
cake's bad experience...
Readers,
I was sadly informed today that my book Cake was being abused verbally. One of my friends brought it with them to an after school activity and it ended up being passed around in a circle. Honestly, when my other friend told me this, I felt like I was standing naked in front of a crowd; not a good feeling. I hope it doesn't happen again and people can respect my art of writing in the future. Hopefully.
-tony
I was sadly informed today that my book Cake was being abused verbally. One of my friends brought it with them to an after school activity and it ended up being passed around in a circle. Honestly, when my other friend told me this, I felt like I was standing naked in front of a crowd; not a good feeling. I hope it doesn't happen again and people can respect my art of writing in the future. Hopefully.
-tony
cake reviews
Halla,
I've only finished about the first 100 pages of Cake and some of my friends who have read what I've written so far are overwhelmed with generous compliments. Everyone I know wants to have something to do with the book; things such as being a character or supplying pencils (LOL). I think it's going pretty well, in case you can't tell. But I think I'm in a little sticky point in the book. I obviously have the begining done, but I also have most of the ending done (in my head). I just have to get through the middle part, which might be the hardest part to write. But hey, I got this far so why back down now? Exactly. Otherwise my life is going good. I've already completed 2 of my 32 New Year's resolutions! PARTY! Keep it real and live well.
-tony
I've only finished about the first 100 pages of Cake and some of my friends who have read what I've written so far are overwhelmed with generous compliments. Everyone I know wants to have something to do with the book; things such as being a character or supplying pencils (LOL). I think it's going pretty well, in case you can't tell. But I think I'm in a little sticky point in the book. I obviously have the begining done, but I also have most of the ending done (in my head). I just have to get through the middle part, which might be the hardest part to write. But hey, I got this far so why back down now? Exactly. Otherwise my life is going good. I've already completed 2 of my 32 New Year's resolutions! PARTY! Keep it real and live well.
-tony
1.04.2006
intro (this is me)
Hello readers,My name is Tony and I'm from WI. Don't mistake me for a farmer.
Anyways, I'm launching this blog to get my soon-to-be-published book Cake out in the open. Of course when I finish the WHOLE thing I will post parts on my blog. I can excpect to have it finished around May 2006.
I am also what I like to call "splenda". If you got a problem, bite me.I try to be independent. Doesn't work most of the time...
I am 15.
I also love that one picture of me flicking off the camera while playing leap frog in my bathroom. (?). Don't ask... LOL it's a long story.
I am deeply infatuated with my partner. (Yeah people, I'm off the market, and I've never been so happy about it!!! No joke. It's the first time I've been in love <3.
I am in my second hour class right now... I'm a freshman.I think that's all you readers need to know about me for now. Feel free to comment whatever whenever. Hope you all had a safe, fun and non-alcoholic New Years!!!!!
-tony
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