Wow. A lot has happened these passed 48 hours. Ugh... for one, I got sexual with Cody, and yes he has herpes so I'm kind of worried about that. I mean, what would happen if it turns out I have it? Anyway, Alec isn't talking to me I think. It's because I was trying to be honest about my thing with Cody and he got really upset. I guess I just didn't understand how much I meant to him. He almost made it seem like we were dating... which I wouldn't mind. He is a very bright light, but I fear if my thoughts are correct, that bright light will fade away. I really like him, I just didn't want to seem so obsessed and clingy like in the past. I tried to ease myself. Anyway, later after my little fight with Alec, I made it worse. Tim apparently knows Alec and told me he was a very dishonest person and somewhat of a slut. Of course I don't want to believe that, but I've only known the kid for maybe a month so how much can I REALLY know about him? Who knows, time will tell... that is if he ever talks to me again.
♥ tony
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