revelations are fun

So Nick and I had a very long discussion last night about the "s" word. No, not "shit"... I'm talking about "sex." We both agreed that we've been doing it way too much. Now I know that all my friends think sex is all I care about, but you have to realize that I just like to joke about it a lot. Sex for me, is very special. It is the coming together of two bodies. It's something that should always be passionate and special for the two people involved (yes, TWO. I believe one should only have one partner). But Nick told me that lately, he hasn't been feeling passion... more so lust. And when we do have sex, it no longer feels as special as it first did. I, on the other hand, am the complete opposite. Sex for me always feels passionate and special, because it is with him and no one can take that from me. Sexual intercourse is one of the times I feel closest to Nick. He says he wants to connect with me more on the emotional level, and now that I see his point of view, I agree with him 100%. I don't need to have sex with someone to feel close to them. That'd be like if I was having sex with all my best friends in order to become closer with them... and all my best friends are pretty much girls!! But that's a whole different story... haha! Anyways, about a week ago, Nick and I celebrated our two month anniversary. I know it seems like such a short time, but we've both come so far. I love him.

♥ tony