weed is fucking lame

hey,
Tomorrow should be the final day of filming for Ein Sof and I also get my senior pictures taken, but I have bigger things on my mind. When we first met, Nick said he is quitting weed for me. Surprise surprise, he didn't follow through. But temptation is understandable. Yesterday was supposed to be his "last day" because it was his birthday and he was going to hang out with some person he hardly sees. But that person didn't show, so he has yet to smoke with them. We both agreed that he is allowed to smoke one more time with that person, but now that the person didn't show up, he has yet to do it. I just don't understand how weed became so a focus in teenage culture. Why? Who is responsible for this trend? But remeber, I can't be to quick to judge because I've never tried weed and I don't plan on it. It's just so lame. Why kill your brain cells? I just don't really know if I can trust some people anymore. Like just yesterday when Nick told me he loves me... for the first time I was just like "yeah, right." It's just really hard for me to trust some people right here and right now. It hurts me that I can't do that, and it hurts them as well.

♥ tony